first

i'm looking i'm searching i can't find
total and complete peace of mind
my heart is weary
my sights not clear
but i'll always push on to find it

so welcome to real life
i chose to play
won't give up trying to find my way
i'll always be true to myself first
i'll be first

so when you start dougting you won't pull through
look at me and see the truth
i know your heart won't be here forever
so give me your best and leave the rest

i thought i was seeking perfection
but that only leads me to depression
i'm looking inside and it's not getting dark
i thought i would start and look in my heart

as true as mine

let me be free of those thoughts that rule over me
see me through it so i don't go crazy
give me a love
as true as mine

bless me with a love
a love of mine
i love you
but bless me with a love
as true as mine

give me a thought that warms me
give me a thought that satisfies me
give me a love
as true as mine

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I move to a place and a time when I knew a thing or two. 
When I melted into you like the rain to the earth. 

There is a heaven and it’s open 24/7…you don’t need a key or a magic password it’s there for the taken.
My mind is a playground and I intend to have a little fun..I’m not here for the drama I’ve had my fill of that. 

Joy is my choice and my heart is light and lifted. 
I’ll make my bed you make yours choosing in each moment what I want joy or pain?

mastermind

Sinister and cold my heart is tempted by plagiarized poetry, filtered through fear, sold by my desire I believe what I conceive to be set free.

Careful and cautious I make my way, my strength my power is hiding away.My strength, my power is slipping away. 

Shine & thrive on me, shine and thrive on me, own me know me never let me go.